A Beautiful Blue Body
holds a flute, by the side of a white goddess,
arrests thousands of hearts
while the goddess smiles like a cheshire cat
resting her head on his marble shoulder
each time long red curtains unfurl
to unveil the statues — pristine, ethereal,
washed in honey, smoothed in milk
voices fly towards the ceiling
like a flight of pigeons, who,
now sitting on the dome’s other side,
reached here after flying over a mosque
Baankē Biharī Lāal Ki Jay
Radha Lādli Sarkār Ki Jay
As the voices levitated
I stood on my toes, raised my neck,
expecting the beautiful blue
body’s flute to play
I prophesied something; a movement
a melody of motion.
But they remained,
statues,
unmoved, smiling,
distanced from the world
whose alluring
nayan-naksh
perhaps looked within.
Later that evening
a thousand bare feet distanced by half an arm
danced to a rhythm, drenched in a trance
soaked in joy, oblivious of life,
so and so, it could begin
to sow in my skin, seeds of oblivion
even if I were marble – blue or white
In the moment of those bodies dancing together,
in the endless baramdah, on the temple floor,
a thousand feet thumping, in synchrony — There,
then, perhaps, I saw it-
moving through the air,
outlining the bodies, the trance,
passing along tired breaths
trembling in drops of salty sweat
before the eyes,
away from sight
I saw God – hiding
somewhere
outside the statue.
Who all should I tell?
Everyone is dancing.
***
On Memory I remember wanting to use a knife, to cut through the thin white membrane on the skin of this one mis-shapen garlic clove – separated from the closely tight bulb where all garlic cloves rested in a fetal embrace, their skins touching each other. Instead of using the knife, I tapped incessantly on its misshapen surface to peel its thin rind off. The oil in which this garlic was predestined to caramelize wouldn’t touch this mis-shapen toned body of a clove, which exposed itself once the rind was off its skin. I couldn’t help but stay with it. But why did I let the cooking wait because of this one clove — a mis-shapen clove of garlic that looked like a scar? I sat with it for some days, it shrank and became brown. While the smell it left on my fingers evaporated with time, it left an impression – the rind of another memory.